Luv me, L y nn-

FED UP!!!!!

2006-06-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went to meet my new house owner. He's super ngiao!!! Is it too much if the tenant is asking for a bed?? He said this somemore "if you really want me to provide a bed, I can provide but those very thin mattress, sure not comfortable one" ... SO FED UP that time! Luckily my agent said she'll settle all these things. Argghh... bad luck day~

haiz bored

2006-06-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

'm back in spore. It's gonna be a super boring holiday at here!!~ Haizz.. After 1 week, finally get to see darling again today. Miss him so muccchhhh.. But, he's still that irritating. >.<

PASSSSS

2006-06-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

Yay, I've passed this semester, but don't really satisfied with the result. Darling got triple As. ASSHOLE !!!!

staying at home., BoReD

2006-06-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Well, life is getting worse now. Stayed at home these few days. Darling is too obsessed with World Cup. Can't go out at night, day time he's sleeping. Ahh bitch you!! Wanna shopping but no money. Poor thing! Luckily this morning he came over, brought me breakfast. He didn't sleep at all awhole night. Haha. But now he's sleeping like a dead pig!! So I came blogging to kill time.

Ah supposed to go back to Indo yesterday. Went to view this HDB in clementi area. A nice place! We'll be moving soon~ Yay! It was like finally we get a place that we like. Altho we are used to stay in condo, but hopefully we can adapt well in the new place. Mom is coming tomorrow.. Monetary injection~ Hehe. =D

I've just realized one thing, we can't demand too much on guys huh. They are simply bunch of shit.

CLARKE Q with Dao

2006-06-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

Went to Clarke Quay last nite with friends. Feel better now, thx gal (:

CRAMP!!!

2006-06-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Get my period early this morning. My stomach was cramp like hell awhole day. Took my usual painkiller, but it didn't get well. Seems like it getting worse. It was real damn painful, I cant even lie down properly, cant sit, cant walk. =( I felt the whole body was so hurt and ache. I never felt so painful before. When darling called me, I almost cried out to show how painful I am that time haha.. Darling is so nice, came over to accompany me. And I'm fine now!! =) Hehe.

no title....

2006-06-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

Went to bugis with darling yesterday. Bought a new wallet. I'm really broke now. Going back to Indo tomorrow. Miss my family real much. But yeah separating with him soon. Luckily this time we'll be parting for only 2 weeks. Unlike last semester, a whole month! Miss him like crazie. Hehe. By the time I came back, it's gonna be my birthday. =) I want a BIG pressie, darling. Hehe.

He's going for NS today. TAKE CARE.

ROTTING at home

2006-06-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Oh my God, I'm rotting.. rotting.. Stayed at home awhole day; ALONE. Supposed to go bugis today with darling. But he din sleep awhole night. So let him be; sleep... Housemates went shopping to JB tis morning. Din go wif them since I dun hev money! Haha.. So stayed at home awhole day. I realized I can't stay at home alone for such a long time. I can die!!!

Going back to indo by this week. So does darling.. maybe? urghh.. again, we have to separate for a couple of weeks.. Dunno why I love him more and more.. =)

666

2006-06-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

06.06.06 Altho it's believed as Satan number, but it's still a nice number. And it was once the date I were together with my ex-bf. Remind me time really flies..

Woke up only at 12pm today. It was raining somemore. Catched The Da Vinci Code with Stel and Lika at nite. Quite a nice movie, altho there are some parts I dun really understand. No wonder there are so many pros and cons towards this movie. For me is; depends on yourself. If you believe then that's it. If you do not, just take it simple, it's just a movie.

math exam

2006-06-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Math exam today was quite ok, altho I couldn't do quite alot of qs. But hopefully can pass. Went town with darling at nite, bought winnie the pooh doll. haha. so cute~

Darling gave me. =) Not buy for me ok, he gave me his doll. *stingy* hehe

Love POOH~

math exam argghhh

2006-06-04T10:52:00.000+08:00

It's sunday today, great sales, but argghhh I can't go out. Have to study at home, cos tomorrow i'll be having my math exam. How cool is it!! No one know it better than me, i'm SUCK, very very SUCK in math. Altho it needs only 34 out of 100 to get a pass (sounds quite hard to fail right?), but from what I know about my math "suckness", I might fail. Haha. Struggling now. Planned to study yesterday, but ended up do nothing. Slept a whole day and went out with darling at nite. Today, really dun hev any motivation to study. Arggghhhhh... Tell me what to do.. Stressed..

FREEDOM!!!!

2006-06-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

Exam is finally OVER!!!! =)))

First paper- quite ok, except there's one question I can't do. I skipped to study that part, but it comes out in the exam. wth!

Second paper- argghh kinda screwed it. Only started studying the day before the exam. The least difficult since tips are given, yet realized that I've done quite alot of mistakes. Honestly, I'm scared I couldn't get a pass for this.

Last paper - the most difficult and the scariest one turned out to be quite ok. At least I can do the questions without struggling so much.

Went town for dinner with darling. It's our 4th month today. =D

Will be having math bridging course's exam this coming monday. Duhhh...

exam tomorrow!!!!

2006-05-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

Time really flies, remembered that time it's still a week to exam, but then now it's tomorrow. Yes tomorrow, my first paper; business information system. Some IT stuff that I don't even understand at all. Girls are not keen in IT stuff, aren't we? Hmm at least I am. Done with my revision, though. But skipped quite alot also. Feel excited for the exam tomorrow. Wanna pass these 3 days faster, but still have math exam on 5th. Holy shit!!

Was sick this week; cough. Almost finishing up awhole bottle of WOODS, but it doesn't seem getting well at all. Even worst, sick during exam period.

All the best to all my classmates. =)

2 day before exam...

2006-05-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

Have been studying very hard these few days. Realized that this sem ended very fast, i'm still on my 'relaxing' mood. This sem is tough, i have to say it's damn tough. Today darling came over to study. Done with some BF's lectures. I have to admit, darling helped me alot, i'm suck in calculation. Thanks dear.. =D

Went to king albert's park mc.donald's at nite, continue studying till 11 something. So tired... My brain is going to crash soon, hmpff.. Stucked with all BIS stuff, and now an addition of finance's formats and formulaes. I HAVEN'T touch OTQM yet.. Argghh.. Kinda regret I didn't start my revision earlier.

2 days to exam......... i have to pass, k.!!!

STRESS!!!!!

2006-05-23T11:51:00.000+08:00

Started revising for final exam yesterday. Kinda late huh. It's a week time counting down to exam. F*cked up on BIS. LOTS of things to study, hmm maybe I should say MEMORISE. Done with lecture 1 in freaking two hours time. It's only lecture 1.... There's 7 more lectures to go. Kinda stress, dunno if I could pass well for this semester. To be honest, I dun even understand any shit of thing for this semester.

There's only something that cheer me up. I didn't fail for my finance. Haha. The lecturer asked for my name while I was queueing for attendance. I went like this, "Oh I dun want, I dun want to know". Then she said, "Never mind, I won't tell you, I just help you to see". But the end she still told me, "You've done quite well, dun worry". Kinda surprised, cos I know that I did really badly for my 2nd test. Whatever, it isn't the final marks yet.

Having math bridging course tonite, duhhh...!! *headache*

current life..

2006-05-21T03:16:00.000+08:00

Life has always been pretty well, only till yesterday I had this finance test, which I had totally screwed it up. It's going to be a FAIL for sure. Ahh, never mind la, keep consoling myself, just do it better in final exam. It's exactly the same thing with MA last semester. I'm really not fated with calculation thingy, man!! I love that, though.

Talking about exam, it'll be in 10 days time. It's real too fast. This semester was kinda slack, skipped some lectures. Dislike this certain lecturer. And yet that subject is the most killing. NO tips! okie, i'm going to memorise all of the dunno how many pages lecture notes. asshole.

Relationship currently is kinda stable. Were seeing each other almost everyday. Love grows more from there. Although arguement and abit 'cold war' are still happened sometimes, but it seems to be better than before. I do hate him whenever we are angry with each other. Feel wanna send him to the hell. Being loved is so blessed. Hope no more quarrels happen again in coming days. You know i love you.

Poseidon

2006-05-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

Watched POSEIDON with baby darling. =)

tired!!!

2006-05-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

TIRED!!! It was such a tiring day. Was on the phone with darling last nite, slept only at 3.30am. Then today woke up at 7.30am. Went school early in the morning for project discussion. Continue doing the project after school. Ended around 8pm. It was like FINALLY!! altho it's not really fully done, but at least we can see that our efforts are there.

Something surprised me, darling finished with his group project around 7pm. And he actually waited for me for 1 hour! Haha. I can't believe this,man. =) He was fallen asleep in the bench while waiting. Kinda feel sorry for him.

Went balestier for dinner with him. Hmm.. I feel that he is super nice to me today. Treat me so well.. =)) Love the hugs and kisses.. hehehe..

Am I a Great Girlfriend?

2006-05-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

Did this love test just now.

ARE YOU A GREAT GIRLFRIEND?

1. You'd rather stay single than be with a boyfriend who lacks: SECURITY

2. Once you're officially a couple, how many nights a week are you together? EVERY NIGHT

3. Who tends to give you the best advice? MY PARENTS

4. The best Valentine's gift is something: SINCERE

5. You know it's love when: HE SAYS IT

6. Best part of having a steady boyfriend is: HUGGING

7. Romance is: IMPORTANT

8. On the whole, you think of your boyfriend's friends as: FUN FOR HIM TO HANG OUT WITH

9. The perfect wedding dress for you would be especially: ELEGANT

10. Long-term relationships need a lot of: COMPROMISE

11. You start to feel tied down in a relationship when: WE ARGUE TOO MUCH

12. Your last relationship ended because: I LOST THAT LOVING FEELING

13. You prefer blind dates to be set up by: MY FRIENDS

14. If your boyfriend said he needed space, you'd: GIVE IT TO HIM

15. Love at first sight is usually: A GOOD SIGN

16. If your man were heading out of town for an extended trip, you'd be: SAD

17. He loves to golf. You hate it. The compromise?: I GO GOLFING THIS WEEK, HE COMES SHOPPING NEXT WEEK

18. If you don't like your boyfriend's style, do you: GIVE IT TO HIM STRAIGHT

19. Public displays of affection are usually: REALLY SWEET

20. The best thing about being a girlfriend is: RECEIVING LOVE

The result is :

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

Not really accurate.. Haha.. Nvm, i'll try my best to be his great one.

just wanna let you feel how much you are mean to me. L.U.S..M

BIS Done

2006-05-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

My BIS project is done!!! 1st time did a website. What it has got thing to do between Management and Business Info System.. Can't get it seriously. But creating a website is really fun!!~

Cancerian

Quickie:You can make all the difference today -- so bring all your abilities to the table.

Overview:You have a knack for communicating with people of all ages, nationalities and belief systems. That comes in especially handy today when a situation involving many eclectic types lands in your lap.

=)))

2006-05-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

Skipped school today. How good I am, have skipped 2 and a half lesson within a week. Still remember when I was in my very 1st semester, I NEVER skipped a single lesson. Haha, becoming more unmotivated recently. Most of time slacking at home.

Went for lunch at adam's rd with darling. Then went to raffles city at night. Well, my bis project is urmm 80% done. I dunno how to make my website interesting. Haiz.

Urgghh having meeting for project tomorrow.. and it's on 10am!! freaking early. have to wake up so early on sunday. how lucky i am, huh? -___-"

there's always rainbow after rain.

UPSET =(

2006-05-05T11:40:00.000+08:00

Current mood: SAD.

HAPPY 3 MONTHS!!

2006-05-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3 MONTHS. =)

I hate my hair!!!

2006-05-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

I'M HAVING A SHORT AND SUPER DUPER DRY HAIR NOW!!!!! Swear that I won't cut my hair anymore!!! Urgggghhh.. "Dearest hair, pls grow faster yeah".

30.04.06

Just back from indo yesterday. Darling fetched me at harbour front. =) So happy!! Heehees.. Then went for dinner at balestier.

01.05.06

Public hol!!! But then still have to do project during holiday. Woke up super early today, 7am. Went to bert's place to do our TQM project. Din meet up with darling today. Hmm......... okay, going to watch superband now.

doing my website

2006-04-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

I was doing my BIS project until 3.30am last nite.

I must be crazy.

Well, gonna outta school soon. I'm so lazy!!!

Anyway, two friends celebrating birthday today.

One is my high school classmate, another one is..............

wondering where he is now.

okie, i really need to go now. =X

long time.....

2006-04-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

Finance test today. No comment for the test!!! It's been tiring days for me this week. Always get home quite late. It's either doing project or math bridging course. I love going home late,tho. Cos I'd have more things to do outside, rather than rotting at home, doing nothing.

2 weeks more- projects deadline. 1 month- final exam. It's too fast, really fast. I'm still in holiday mood. And yupps, it'll be a few days holiday coming up. I can go back to see my precious nephew. :)

Feel wanna stop blogging.

Dao's bdae

2006-04-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

REINCARNATION..

2006-04-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

Darling came over in the morning after his saturday morning 'must-do' activity, Football. Dunno why he loves to play football so much. Went school together with him. Today lesson was fine. Went for bak kut teh dinner at Balestier with darling and mel,bert,handi. Ate till so full. But I really have to admit, the food is nice. Especially the boss! Muahahaha..

After dinner, went to watch Reincarnation.

Hmm.. Haha. 'Paid $10 to scare ourselves', someone said this. Haha. Well I LOVE horror movie. But this movie is not worth it for my $9.50. Haiz. Dun understand what the whole story is talking about. Hur hur...... LoL.

you smoke too much!!! I hate you.

again... again...........

2006-04-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Went school for boring TQM lesson. I don't understand at all. Went to plaza sing with darling after that. Were supposed to watch movie, but at the end we didn't. Had dinner with him, he sent me home.

Feeling now: Confused, confused. I'm kinda scared I can't work it out for this relationship. Too many arguements and differences between us. I don't know what to do but to keep maintain this relationship as long as possible. As he said, we need time to understand each other better. Yupps! I do hope we can........................L.U.S.M

shopped.. hehe..

2006-04-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to school today. Coz the lecturer won't be teaching and all we need to do is only doing our project. Forgot to bring ez-link and it's raining somemore, so wasted 10 bucks for cab. Met up with mel at bugis. Looking around for almost 1 hour, yet haven't find anything to buy. Finally bought a Nike top. I think I just anyhow buy it since I really dunno what to buy. Hehe. But I begin to like that top now.

Went school for boring math bridging course. Tonite lesson was hmm quite understandable. Sat beside nel, hahaha.. Okie, I think we laughed more than we studied.

GEORGE HENDERSON!!!! =D

2006-04-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Indo. I have a nephew, finally!! =) My sis-in-law gave birth of her very 1st child on Good Friday. The whole family are very happy, especially dad and mom. But the sad thing is, my sis-in-law had difficulty while delivering my precious nephew. She's not strong enough to push her baby out. So precious nephew was kinda stuck in the middle like that, haha. Come out a half then go into her mom's stomach again. Forced to do, the doctor have to pull the baby out. In the end, baby's head is kinda "stretch" like that. So sad.. But then they say it'll go back to normal soon. Very happy and feel great to have a nephew. Will treat him like my own son like that. =D Haha..

Darling picked me up at harbour front once I arrived here. Then went town for dinner, bought clothes for precious nephew. Haha. I'm so excited, man!!

LAZY to go back to school tomorrow.. Urrgghh.. =(

QUARREL

2006-04-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

As usual, quarrel with him. And yet I don't know what the reason is. When we quarrel, there are too many hurting words come out from both of us and in the end it does hurt me deeply. Things are not anymore the same like before. He's changed. Ok, perhaps I should say `we've changed`. I love him, I really love him. Love him more and more now. I just don't understand what he wants sometimes. Really upset that I couldn't be the best for him. We still don't know each other well I think. That is terrible.

Feeling down today. I can't do anything except wait for him to call or sms. And yes he finally did. But we ended up hanging up the call unhappily. I'm regret that I didn't talk more, didn't say yes to him when he's asking me outta dinner tonite. I'm so regret being so emotional.

It's REALLY silly and stupid, this morning I asked him for dinner and he rejected. But now he asked me and I reject. We are simply making fool of ourselves, aren't we? Haizzz. Some friends keep persuading me to think it over about this relationship. Is it worth? She said "Why your boyfriend treat u so badly?" Another friend, said, "Are you serious can bear with him? You and him seem to quarrel everyday becoz of such a small matter. Why do you bear to let yourself unhappy and keep giving in to him?" Worst, this friend of mine suggest me to break up. >.<

Too many bad comments from friends, but they doesn't seem affect me at all, darling. Although I'm quite indecisive, but I have my own principles when I'm having relationship with someone. I know what I want, and all the "breaking-up" decision is totally decided by myself, and not affected by friends' saying. To be honest, I did ever think about breaking up with my current bf, not only once, but a few times. But I realized that I just can't do it. I'm too love him. I don't want any regrets happened to me. Past experiences are bad enough for me to carry. I don't wish it happens again as I really cherish this relationship so much.

He said he can't feel that I love him, I care for him. He doubt all those "i love you"s that I said to him. I can't say anything but to tell him that I really mean it. Maybe my actions don't show that, but my heart just keeps telling me that I need him. Whatever, everything that I do for him just seems ain't good enough in his eyes. What can I do.......

If you get to see this, [ I never want all this things happen between us, and you too right? Our love is too young to suffer this kind of torture. You said you can't feel my love, I really have nothing to say. If I don't care for you, will I even care when you ignored me 2 days ago? will I even care if you don't call or sms me? If I don't care, I'll just fu*k it off and heck care about you. The 3rd time "break-up" line passed by my mind. It really hurts.Give me a call when you read this. Hopefully by that time we already back to normal. I LOVE YOU. ]

sadden..

2006-04-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went gym as usual in the morning. Saw this woman who's I always bump onto everytime. Everything went fine as usual, suddenly this woman's handphone rang; a call from her fren I think. This typical housewife started badmouthing her mother-in-law. One sentence from her that makes me wanna laugh. She said this, "You know, the first 3 years I live with my mother-in-law, everytime she cooks chicken, she never let me and my husband to eat the drumstick, she's not a human, treat me badly, but then when there comes a time for money, she will be very thick-skinned. Everytime I accompanied her to hospital, I have to pay all of the expenses".......... bla bla bla......... Is it true that every daughters-in-law dislike their mothers-in-law so much? or vice-versa? Hopefully I won't have those "weird" mother-in-law in the future.

Today was kinda a sadden day. He ignored me a whole day, a whole day ok? I've made mistake, perhaps. Know the reason just now, again.. JEALOUSY!! Hehehe.. Never mind, just love this, the more he jealous, means the more he cares for me. =P I love him more and more..

sunday...

2006-04-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Shopped at town with darling today. =D Nothing can be sweeter and fun except walking around while holding the hands of someone you love, yeah?

untitled.

2006-04-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

I won't care whatever people say about me. I won't care how people look at me. I won't, I won't!!! I'm trying my best not even to think about that thing. I'M JUST LOVE HIM.. LOVE HIM.. LOVE HIM.. That's enough.

Right decision?

2006-04-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Okay, I've made up my mind, UOL; accounting and finance. Was encouraged by dad and some of friends. It's hard though, but really hope it's not the wrong decision. Just realised that one of my cert's translation is missing! I lost it. Damn! I've lost it before. And it happens for the second time now. How strange it is. I have no choice but must go to Supreme Court to make another translation.

Went to supreme court early this morning. I met a kind taxi driver. He went by dunno which highway. TRAFFIC JAM! There's an accident in front. After that, this uncle keeps blaming himself of being so stupid choosing this way. Then suddenly....

He : Girl, sorry hor. Later I give you discount.

Me: Huh??

He : I forgot there are other faster way to go there. I'm so stupid choosing this way. It's my fault

Me: No need la, it's ok. There's an accident ma. Can't blame you.

He: I'm so hungry, waste my time only

Hahaha.. So funny sia this uncle. First time saw this kind of taxi driver. The fare was $11 something, then he charged me only for $8.50. Very kind yeah? Hehe. =)

Met up with darling after that. Had 'brunch' with him at marina square. Then went shcool. I'm soooo sleepy during the lesson. >.<

is it familiar?

no title.

2006-04-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today lecture was boring. Left the lecture hall without knowing anything from the lesson. Operations & Total Quality Management; sounds chim. And it is! This semester is kinda hard, i think. Especially BIS, I hate to study about computer and IT stuff. And the lecturer is not going to give ANY hints for the exam. That's terrible. =(

Well, one thing confusing me now; degree programme. 2 choice to decide. One is the best programme that mostly Indo students choose, UOL. Another one, a school that I've been wanting to get into, RMIT. I know that we should choose something that you are keen with. I'm suck in math, UOL definitely is not my cup of tea. But RMIT is project-based, I hate doing project man. -__-" It's hard, huh? Haiz.

Was together with darling after school. =)

I LOVE YOUR SURPRISE,DARLING!!!

2006-04-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

=)))) My guessing is CORRECT!! Hehe. Darling is back TODAY!! =) He lied me that he's coming back by friday. An "expected"surprise. Promised him will go airport fetch him this morning; 8.40am. But last nite I was duper excited till i can't sleep man. Hahahas. In the end, I got up late. I reached clementi mrt at 8.25am. !!! Haha. Is it possible to reach Changi within 15 mins time as I live at west part?? I bet I'm still in my dream that time. LOL. But that time, I was still thinking, 'aiyah, won't be late one, the plane won't be so on time". Unexpectedly.. traffic jam while I'm taking bus and super crowded mrt. And finally I was in the mrt, hoping that I can get there not too late. Suddenly my phone rang, darling said he's already arrived. I was still in Redhill by that time. Hahaha. So embarassed of breaking the promise, cos i know he's dying for me to go there pick him up. (hahaha).

In the end, I went over to his place. Hehe. I meet him, finally after a whole month!!! Went school with him. After school, went k-box with mel till 12am. I'm so tired now; lost voice. But still have urge to blog. Thot it will be a quite long entry for today, but suddenly I lost of words. Just feel very very happy today!!! =DDD

Semester 4 starts...

2006-04-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

Woke up quite early this morning to iron my clothes. Took me one and half hour, but haven't finished yet. Went school earlier, met up with mel. Had lunch with her, then yups Semester 4 begins today. I can't believe it man. Time flies, really! 2 more semesters to go to get myself a diploma. Haha.. I can't wait to get into my degree leh. I wish to finish my school soon soon soon!!!, and get my dad a son-in-law, yups? wahahaha.. Hmm I didn't say any name k? hehe..

Went home straight away after class. It's raining!! Oh, I love this weather. The sky was really really dark by that time, the leaves are falling and that windy atmosphere. It reminds me a picture of autumn somewhere. I never see raindrops for almost 3 weeks leh. That's why I'm always that excited and happy whenever it's raining. (: But this kind of weather makes me miss him more. Something different today, go home alone. Haha. Reached home, continued ironing my clothes. And I'm done!! So happy! Hehe.

Knowing that he went out with his ex-gf tonite. Have nothing to say but to trust him. Although it's kinda strange feeling now, perhaps it's just the jealousness side of me. But then, I still need to have confidence on him, and trust him. So well, I never say anything when he said he's going out with his ex.

Was on phone with him last nite, he said something that makes me DAMN curious. "Tomorrow nite I tell you something that will make you surprised". Errr peeps, will you be curious after hearing this kind of thing. Of course, right? I kept forcing him, but yet he refused to say. I was quite pissed off by him. Hang up his call without saying goodbye. I'm guessing something for this, hope it's true..

back in sg

2006-04-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

I'm back in s'pore. After arriving here, came home put all my things, then straight away went to sim lim square with nel. Accompanied her to buy i-pod. Then went shopping around bugis. Bought some very nice earrings. (:

I'm FAT now!! I must say this;i'm FAT!!! I've gained freaking 4 kgs in a month!!! *claps* I'm wondering how I get those extra fat from. I've realized that I'm getting fatter when I was still in indo, but then thought it was only one or two kgs. Who knows it is 4 kgs!! Swear that I will only eat one time in a day from now on.( i can strive for only a week, i think, hahah ). How am I supposed to meet darling, he sure will shocked. Haha.

Just cleaned my room. Tired.

2nd MONTHS WITH DARLING. ((:

XSS finale

2006-03-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

Finale of XSS. He appeared again in last episode. That few seconds scene was indeed funny!!Haha. Gonna miss his acting, yupss!!

LOVE

2006-03-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Well, life is pretty good and fulfilling now.. Been going out this couple of days with mom and sis-in-law. Shopping, eating outside everyday since I'm going back to spore soon. Just realized that it's really boring staying at home, I'm so regret not going out. Hehe. Just because I'm going back soon, family is like super kind and care to me these few days. Different from a few weeks back, hehe, where they are busy with their own things. Mom was busy with renovation thingy, dad with his works, bro is never at home from morning till nite, the only person who accompany me everyday is my sis-in-law. She cooks for us everyday. So sweet of her. =) And of course it's edible. Yupps!

Accompanied mom to dye hair today. I get my hair done also, another treatment on damaged hair. I didn't see any difference, though. Haiz. Went for seafood dinner with family tonite. Again, that same feeling; closeness. Admit that the only time that we can get ourselves together as a whole family, sit down and talk, is our dinner time. That 1 hour time is the only time that I can talk with them. Tonite dinner was great, ate till so full.

Yes, I need another 8 days to meet darling. How do I feel now? Honestly, feel abit nervous to see him again. Haha. Why? I'm getting fatter, but not uglier.. HAHAHAHA!!! He's going to laugh at me for sure *scared* Hahaha. Anyway, really looking forward to meet him. =)

I MISS HIM!!!

2006-03-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY DARLING

Damn I miss him so much. It has been 3 weeks we've never seen each other. I need another 10 days, still. He read my past entry, kinda angry though. But we are fine now. =) Hope it stays like this everyday. Know that I love him more and more. Think he does too. Hahaha. =X Just hope to get this relationship a happy ending. i love you.

Meaningless Days.part 2

2006-03-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'm leading a super boring life now. I find my days are meaningless. Wake up at 10am, have breakfast, watch TV, have lunch, watch TV, sleep, have dinner, watch TV, online, sleep. The things that I do everyday, roughly. Come on, I'm having a one month holiday, but I don't have any feeling of holiday-ing. Parents, are busy to go for holiday. Friends, are having their own holidays. I think I just need to bear for another 10 days. School reopens! =) Haha.. I'm dying to go back to spore soon. At least I'm gonna have better things to do there.

Relationship is in unstable condition. Maybe it's due to our very young relationship. We simply don't understand each other, honestly. It seems so pathetic when someone that you love do not trust you, keep guessing and make his own conclusion on something that is wrong. Knowing that he is overprotective of me, and he said that he did all those things because of what...? -LOVE-. Our days are full of up and down. Sometimes we can talk sweetly and happily each other. But we might ended up in a cold war a few minutes later. He's kinda different from my last bf, totally 100% different. In what way? ALL!!

Last bf was like everything is up to me, super duper patient, never get angry (serious!). Sounds he's a perfect bf that every girls want. At that time, I was thinking I've finally found a guy that I'm looking for. He bears all of my stubborness and all of mistakes. But at the end, we broke up because of those things also.

Current bf is like hmmm.. dunno how to say. Sometimes I feel I'm loving him so much. Sometimes I'm so irritated of him. Hehe. But I still love him.

15 days to meet you.

CSS result

2006-03-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Adriano- out. Kinda feel pity for tonight result. He can sing quite well. People say he likes to act cute, but yet he's really that cute. Hehe. From the starting of css, Renfred is always my favourite. and till now he's still. 3 david tao's songs; forever love, jiu shi ai ni, ai wo hai shi ta. Still, Leon's version is the best. No one can replace, really. Miss his performance, his voice. It has been a time that I never blog about Leon's here. But miss his singing.

Time, sometimes, can mess up all the things.

Meaningless Days.

2006-03-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

Life is getting boring and boring each day. Stayed at home for nothing. Sensitive skin, are not allowed to go out too often. Weather is still that hot everyday. Went to doctor today for facial. Pimples pop out, dry skin. I hate the weather! My house is being renovated somemore, dust everywhere.

School starts on 3rd april. Darling is coming back on 7th. Urgghh, he always like that, never attend class on time, add his own holiday. But he said he will try to ask if his flight can be changed. He wants to go back sooner. =) Hehe. Ask him what the reason is, he said he don't want to skip lesson again. Haha. Liar. =X But just now received his msg, he have to go back on 7th for certain reason. Kinda upset, but it's fine. That means we are apart for a whole month. Very long,huh? I miss him so much. Miss those times having dinner with him especially, hehee. Dunno why too.

He's going to have event next week. Wish to go, but too bad I'm still in Indo. Saw his acting in Xing Shan Shan. 1st time saw his appearance in those kind of drama, something new anyways. I think he's still suitable to sing rather than to act, yeah? (:

I've Passed! =)

2006-03-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

Yay.. I've passed semester 3.

Managerial Accounting - C

Managing Human Resource - B+

Principles of Marketing - A

Quite surprised that I can get a C for my MA, which I thought would be fail. And glad that I can still get an A for this sem. (:

This sem was very fast. But there's something quite different from 2 semesters before;

-knowing him- (:

BoRiNg

2006-03-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

- Hair treatment. # hair, freaking dry and damaged.

- HK's drama. # watching from day to night.

- Chatted with him. # talk to him happily after 10 days.

- Going for facial and massage.

- 24 days counting down. # to meet him again.

- holiday with anybody. # i can die if I carry on doing what i'm doing now.

- lastly, result will be TOMORROW. *scared*

Bad Weather

2006-03-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

Weather in Singapore is hot, isn't it? Indo weather is 3 times hotter than S'pore. It's damn bloody hot over here. I can take 5 times bath in a day, turn on aircon for 24 hours also no use, you'll still get sweat and sweat. I hate the weather!!!

Umm. Last nite we had arguement. I was hurt by his words. Sometimes just can't understand why must we face all those stupid things whenever we are far from each other. It's almost 1 week since we met. And it needs another 27 days to meet him. Urrgghh.. =(

Seafood BBQ

2006-03-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

Seafood BBQ dinner with family. Think my last dinner outside with family is about one month ago. Yeah, today we had a great time, spending time for a simple dinner together. =)

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO NEL !!!

Parting with him. =(

2006-03-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm back in Indo this afternoon. Can't bear to leave him. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!

Back at home, a very big surprise from mom. She secretly bought me Motorolla V3i for me, as what I requested a few weeks back. Last nite she called me, saying that she won't buy the handphone unless I go back to Indo. Hehe. Yet she actually bought it already. =D Thanks MOM! But I don't really know how to use this phone leh. Haha. =X

We shall meet each other in another 1 month, darling.. Just want to say,

I MISS U.

Munich

2006-03-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

Had jap's dinner at wisma with him. Then went for Munich at plaza sing. 3 hours++ movie. What do you think? I was bored, sleepy, bored, sleepy, so on... Not really a nice movie though, too many violent scene. And it's for 18 yrs old and above, so you know what is it about lah. =P Hehe. The movie ended at almost 1am. Took cab home.

Unlawful Sex Conduct

2006-03-04T11:43:00.000+08:00

Just read a local magazine this morning. Found something interesting but yet ridiculous and stupid.

In Cali, Colombia, when a woman has sex with her husband for the first time, her mother has to be present in the bedroom to umm.. witness them in action.

In Santa Cruz, Bolivia, it is illegal for a man to have sex with a woman and her daughter at the same time.

In Alexandria, Minnesota, no man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions or sardines on his breath. The law mandates that he must brush his teeth first.

Any comment? Well, it's kinda silly. How can you have sex while you mother-in-law is there? Can't believe there are people really follow that law. More ridiculous, having sex at the same time with a girl and her mother,too. Oh my God! WTF!! It's utterly a beast by doing that. Umm.. can the father join them as well? Or maybe that man is the father? Muahahaha.. =X Oh my God.

Darling came over at nite, brought me dinner. I was so hungry, thot he will bring rice or what. Then he actually only bought waffles. He thot we're going out for dinner. Hahaa. 3 piece of waffles. And he ate 2 of them. Hehe.

Well, the days after exam. The whole house is still messy with lecture notes, textbooks, waste paper are all over. My room is totally in a mess. I'm so dying wanted to burn all my notes. But sadly, I don't know if I can get thru for MA. So after I've passed then I'll burn that killer paper. Hehee.

Life still goes on like what it did before. The only thing is my mood these days. Knowing that we'll be parting soon. It does make me feel upset. 1 month.. Does it seem to be fast? Or slow? Haiz..

I don't think I'm going to iron all these clothes. Suggestion from darling; bring Indo let my maid iron them. Haha. Superb!!! I think I'm going to do that. Haha.

$2.00 times umm..30 (and even more) of 8-Days. My mom is going to nag at me soon.

and lastly, my poor roses.

Finally...

2006-03-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS OVER!!! =) Freedom from now on. Today paper was definitely a KILLER!!! I think I might die,Managerial Accounting. I did alot , alot, alot of mistakes. *careless*. But almost all of my classmates said it's damn hard. Feel that I might be fail for this subject. Will I go for my sub-paper? Oh, I don't want!!! =(

Went lunch to adam road with classmates. Then went home, sleeping! Last nite I only slept for freaking 3 hours. *sleepy*

Dinner at Swensens with darling. We were like long time never eat till so full. Hehe. Ordered quite alot, he's very greedy one. LoLs.

*!!!HORRIBLE!!!*

Haizz, now is my 1 month holiday. I should be very happy. But he's going back to jakarta by 8th. Urgghhh can't see him for 1 month. *sad* I think I will miss him badly during this whole month. Maybe go there find him?hehee. Just wanna cherish this coming 4 days with him. (:

2nd Paper

2006-03-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

Done with 2nd paper, Principles of Marketing. *easy,easy,easy*. It's really EXACTLY the same as the hints that given. Haha. The lecturer super kind, man! Going to rate it, 9/10. Hopefully can get an A for this subject.

Darling came over to my place, taught me MA. (: Yes, a killer paper, I must admit this. Praying hard that I can pass this subject.

1st MONTH TOGETHER.

loving you wholeheartedly. love can be so beautiful, really. ((:

My 1st PAPER.

2006-03-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yay, I've done with my 1st paper, HR. It was kinda easy. Let me rate for it, hmm 8/10. Yeah, thanks to the lecturer who gave all the tips and hints, and they really came out, and almost exactly the same. (:

Well, 2 days more to go. Think I can smell the freedom now. Tomorrow paper will be Marketing. Another bullshitting paper. We are given freaking obvious hints to study. Can you imagine how blessed we are. Haha. But it does negatively affect me. I'm under unmotivated to study now. Time now is almost 12am. I haven't done with my revision yet. (but still got time to blog? muahahah). Quite a lot of stuff to study. Anyway, all we need to do is merely crapping and bullshitting, really! LoL.

And yes, I saw him today, after 2 days never meet. Hehe. Yes it's only 2 days, but I do miss him badly. Thanks God I can still concentrate while studying. Just sometimes I can't stop thinking of him. Just now received his sms at 12am sharp, 1st month together. (: It's a very short time, but still the love that I received from him, I just can't describe. Hehe. Love the sms contents, darling. Hehe. Hope it comes true yeah? (: LOVE YA LOADS.

Actually blogged those thing above cos he said my blog is getting boring and boring, cos I seldom mention about him. Haha. My thick-skinned bf. =X Okie don't want to elaborate more, later he kills me.

P/S: Happy 20th birthday to my bestie, Sen. (:

The day before exam.

2006-02-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yes, tomorrow will be my 1st paper. I've done with my revision. But honestly, I don't know what exactly to study. I'm not sure whether I've studied the right one. I'm getting sick whenever I see my messy notes. I can't stand this anymore. I HATE EXAM.

Saw some of my classmates' msn nickname ;

it's as if tomorrow is still a holiday man.

why must we have exams!!! I dun get it.

Yeah, sometimes I feel like this; I like to go to school, I love to learn, but the only thing that I can't work out is, why must we have exam!!! It simply torturing me. I really hope that I can pass this semester, won't aim for high grades like what I used to be. This semester is really sux, for me. Just feel glad that some friends of mine actually sent some encouragement smses.

Well, let's talk something else. You guys MUST have known about NYP student who caught for her sex video. And of course MUST have watched it. I'm simply symphatize for her. It's her own personal life anyways, why must people make such a big fuss of it. She's wrong in the first place, yes. But those consequences are enough to punish her. Hopefully she can learn her lesson from this.

Haiz, I can't sleep now. Full of energy, excited for exam tomorrow. I want the exam to be over soon,so I can have a few days time to spend with him. (:

I LOVE MY DARLING!!!

2006-02-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Last nite was a sadden nite for me. *tears, tears, tears* .We've quarreled. And yes, over a small thing again; miscommunication. I might be harsh to him, might be stubborn, might have said alot of hurting words to him. And yes he did angry with me. And I did angry too. My sudden `offlining` from MSN makes him get irritated.

"I`m tired with your moody attitude. Can you pls stop doing this to us?"

Later on, I sms-ed him. He ignored me. *hurt* and I smsed again. And guess what, he replied. But only 2 words. =((

Today was our extra lesson for MA. He didnt turn up for the lesson. Well, it`s ok. I`m still struggling whether want to sms him again or not. At the end, I heck care all those shameless thingy, so called gal's dignity, I decided to give in. ( I seldom do this, I`m stubborn, yes I am.) I sms him again. And he replied with 2 words again. OMIGOD. *cry* It makes me feel like hell. I was pissed off by him that time. WTF!

Well, I almost lose all my dignity. I sms him again (hehehee). I said sorry. Think he`s waiting for this word. And one word of "sorry" really works. At the end, we are back to normal again.

He came to school in afternoon, taught me MA. =)) Sit side-by-side, so close!! I was like forgot that we`ve just quarreled. I simply like that feeling when i`m studying with him, although he`s not really a good `teacher`. hehee..

After that, he accompanied me buy some groceries. Thanks darling. You`ve made my day. I know you gonna read this, just wanna say "SORRY!!!"

STRESSSS GOING CRAZY

2006-02-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

Why am I so stupid? I can`t even do a basic MA question. Well, maybe I`m not stupid lah (hehehe), but am I lazy? Hmm cant be also leh, I`ve tried my best to study, but I still dun understand. Accounting is my favourite, really. But Managerial Accounting is definitely NOT!!! It sux, sux, sux!!!

Semester 3 lecture is over. It`s really fast. I just cant believe that the exam is in 5 days time. This exam is a nightmare for me. How I wish I could have half of his, his, and his brains for exam. I'll sure get triple As for my paper. Hehehe.

Well, gonna get back dating with my notes. i`m in STRESS. (T_T)

STRESS

2006-02-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

Project ... Exam in another 9 days ... I`m going bonkers. STRESS!!!!

am i being too sensitive? hope i`m not.

i love you, nevertheless. (:

The Fog

2006-02-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went to watch "The Fog" with him. My favourite,.... horror movie. (: But I dun really understand what the movie was about. -__-"

Well, i`m getting on weight now. 2kg!!! =( It`s all because of him!!! Haha. He was like every 3 hours will get hungry. And I cant control myself. I used to eat once in a day, which is my breakfast. I`ll skip my lunch & dinner. But now.... I eat 2-3 times a day.

Just like today, while we were waiting for the movie, he`s hungry again. And i`ve swore to myself that from today on, i`m going to start my diet. But in the end, I ATE AGAIN. =(( A big roasted chicken. omiGod. Well, swear again, i`ll start my diet from tomorrow. =X Please darling, dun tempt me!!! dun tempt!!! Hehe. Love You. (:

Final exam in 2 weeks time. *scared, scared, scared!!!*

Valentine Day =))

2006-02-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

15.o2.o6

Didnt go to school today, cant wake up. =X But then went to school at noon for project. Stayed at school till 6, first time doing homework together with him. It`s like so sweet, you know. Hehe. The fact is he`s smarter than me. =( Luckily he`s there to teach me, patiently. (: Went dinner with him after that. Sent me home as usual.

14.o2.o6

HAPPY VALENTINE`S DAY !!! (:

Went town for my best frens` birthday dinner. Being bestfrens for more than 5 years. Time really flies. Stayed there for almost 1 hour then I went off to meet up with him. (: Our very 1st valentine together. Had dinner. Then went to Esplanade, spent a long hours with him, sitting at the side of Singapore River. I love his hugs.

He told me something, that for me, actually isnt surprising. But it breaks my heart. It really did break my heart. But I`ve chosen to accept him again, all his past, all his mistakes... It`s really hard to be understanding, which I really want to be. I need time to face him. But i`m glad that at least he`s being honest to me.

HAPPY 23rd ANNIVERSARY, DADDY & MOMMY. (: Their anniversary is on Valentine`s Day. So sweet rite? I want also, hehe.. (:

Stel, Lynn, Nel, Sen

with two of Birthday Gals. *5 yrs besties* (:

6 stalks of roses ; TRULY YOURS (:

valentine`s eve

2006-02-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Class today was boring. I`m getting sick of studying. Went to city link with mel after school. Accompanied her buy things, and of cos I bought afew things also. Hehe. Met up with him for dinner. Arrgghh, my schedule everynite is fixed now, dinner with bf. Haha. Eat alot, i mean, alot!! recently.

boring sunday

2006-02-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 12pm today. =X If not becos of mel is coming, I think i`ll sleep till 3pm. i`m tired, very very tired. Mel came to do project and MA's homework. We ended up doing nothing. Haha..

Went dinner to cck with him, it`s last minute decision. Went there to accompany him eat. At the end, I was the one who ate the most. He was shocked. Haha.

2 days to Valentine's Day. Will he give me a surprise? i still dunno where to go to celebrate. He's quite an indecisive guy. So most of the time, I am the one who decide where to go. Actually I feel bad that he always send me home, he lives very far from my place, always reach home very late. Maybe next time it`s my turn to send him home? hahaha.. =)

his event

2006-02-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went to Leon's event today. It was definitely GREAT !!!! =D It was like 2 months since the last time I saw him. He still looks that great, though. =) Errr I love his jacket!!! He`s sick, so pls do take care. =)

him with my copyrighted smile, he said. -__-"

all photos credit to Liyan & Huibing.

Something surprised me tonite. i`m super shocked. But i`m going to forget it soon..

if someday there`s a fate , then we will be.

early in e morning

2006-02-10T07:01:00.000+08:00

Time now is 06.32am. And i`m awake!! I slept very early last nite, thats why. Hmm, in fact I dun really know what to blog. But there`s something I want to share here. It`s none of my business actually, but i just feel there`s nothing wrong to talk about tis.

Knowing that they patch back again. Hmm.. How to say? They are back together again after dunno how many times breaking up, two times? more than that? Does he really love her? Why must he hurts her again and again? i`m totally can understand that gal's feeling. People do changed, yeah I know. But what is the reason that makes them changed? Last time, whenever I saw their sweet photos together, I felt so envy of that gal. She`s loved, she`s happy. For a gal, being loved sincerely, truthfully, is everything. more than everything. But now, when I see their photos, I'm just feel happy for them. sincerely. Do I changed too? Yeah maybe.

Honestly, I like that gal. (dun get wrong, not "that kind" of like). She`s just that innocent and cute, a gal who needs security from his bf, a gal who hopes a fairytale does happened in her life, a gal who`s willing to take and give, willing to love sincerely and truthfully. He`s lucky to have her beside him. So, please cherish her. She`s once hurted with every little thing that you did to her. It`s time to put aside and forget all of those things, gain her trust back. And hopefully she`s the one that God has prepared for you. Is she the one? You decide.

Well, now change the limelight to me. Hehe. We've been together for a week. A week, a very short period, ain`t enough to know him better, ain`t enough to know what he likes, dunno what to buy for valentine day. We've quarelled afew days ago over a small thing. Really a small issue, that you all will laugh if you know why we quarelled. Stop being so childish, I tell to myself. Mel said i`m too give in to others. Yeah, I do think so, what to say. Whatever! hehe..

He made my day last nite. He loves to hug. And it`s definitely warm and sweet. Those days that we've spent was short, but we do hope it`d be longer in future. Mommy perhaps know my relationship with him, hmm anyhow knows? cos last time I got tell her.. I think I shoud find a time to talk to my parents about this. Cos i`m serious with this r`ship. But how to tell them? Arrrgghh.. abit embarassed to talk this kind of thing.

Errr.. such a long entry early in the morning. I think I need to get back to sleep. Going school in 2 hours time. Will he give me a surprise today? We shall see later. (:

I NOT STUPID TOO

2006-02-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

Went town for "I Not Stupid Too" with mel after school. So funny!!! Make sure u go for this movie. U sure will laugh till peng. And guarantee u will cry also. So touching can? Went shopping after that, bought quite alot of things; top, jacket, pants, and dress. i`m BROKE now. ):

Met him for dinner and he sent me home.

it`s raining again.. ((:

HR presentation

2006-02-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

Finally, HR project is done. Presentation today was funny. (: Laughed alot. I think we did quite okie lah, better than what I expected.

Went town for dinner with him. Then met up with my group members, going for a marketing seminar at Shaw Tower. We all thot it`s Shaw Tower in Orchard. Suddenly it turns out Shaw Tower in Bugis. Alamak, we rushed down to Bugis. The seminar was about marketing & business stuff. Quite boring, though.

I dunno why I laugh alot whenever I go out with him. Sometimes laugh till other people look at me. And he also keeps asking me to shut up. He says i`m damn noisy. Hahaas. =X

HALF DAY FOR PROJECT

2006-02-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went to bert's hse again after school. And we've spent almost a half day at his place, doing project. And it hasnt finished yet. Will be continue tomorrow.

oh i hate project, man!!!

I gangster, I tell you!! Hahahahaa..

and lastly... presenting Herbert Johan's aka Herzberg's grandson, hahaha, messy room.. LoL

SO SWEET, isnt it?? =D

PROJECT =(

2006-02-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

Arhh I just reached home. Time is quite late now, 1.28am. Went to bert's hse to do our HR project. It was damn last minute, the deadline will be on 8th. And till today we havent doneso much on it. Omigod can? Went to meet mel's fren to discuss the project. Chatted till 1 something. Then he sent me home. Haha. I think sooner he will become bkt timah loyal customer. Haha. Okie shall not talk so much, he's going to read this. =X But today I really feel so hapie, laughed laughed laughed awhole day. Happiest to be. =)

love you sayang. =D

CHINGAY

2006-02-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Went town with him. it`s chingay today. parade, fireworks, huggies.. hehe =D he`s so sweet.. =X Talked on the phone with him from abt 1am till 5am !!! =X

2nd day with him =D

2006-02-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

Stayed back at school with mel after class, doing MA homework. Then after that, accompanied him to ICA, to collect his student pass. Went lunch to bugis. Awhole day for only window-shopping. Never buy anything. Citylink... Suntec... Marina Square. Accompanied him for dinner then he sent me home.

On the way home, mel sms-ed telling that Leon tagged my blog. *SURPRISE*, really!! i`m hapie that he still reading my blog and i`m truly thx for the wishes.

the huggies......

i`m ATTACHED

2006-02-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

People, I`m attached. =X

02.02.06. Hopefully this will be the last. Just trying to be honest to myself that I want this to be last. Hope he does too.

Went for movie "Fun with Dick and Jane" with him after school. He sent me home. I live at Upp.Bukit Timah, and he's at Bishan. (!!!!)

I miss him.

Oyeah, mommy is here.. haha.. =D

P/S : people, dun ask me who he is.. I will let u all know when the time is right. Of cos with the photo also. =) Promise! =D I`d be glad that u all are happy for me. Hehee.. =)

ALL ABOUT CNY

2006-02-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

.new hair.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! =D

Well, know that it`s has been a time since my last post.. I`m gonna blog abit long today and of cos with alot of photos..

29.01.06

First day of CNY. Still same as usual. Woke up very early to prepare. Changed my new clothes. Ohh I've been wanting to wear this from last month. Hehe. And i`m still look that fat. Never mind. hehe.

with my curly hair

All of my uncles, aunties, cousins came to my house. Cos my daddy is the oldest, so all of them will gather at my place first, then after that we go to 2nd uncle's, 3rd uncle's, so on.. And there are 7 uncles all together. Haha. Luckily all of us live in the same area. Wow, had a very good lunch in my auntie's place. Every CNY we always go to her place for lunch. I love the pork satay that she made. NICE!! =)

lovey dovey 3 mths cousin =)

Weather is DAMN HOT!!! I hate it. But anyway, received quite alot of hong baos. Haha. =)

.... at NITE ...

My frens came over to my place. After that we went to other frens' house. Happy to see they all. We took some pics.

30.01.06

I was sick! =( Maybe it`s becos of the bad weather. Went out since morning till nite. Meet my frens again. Wow it was FUN, FUN, FUN.

with my vietnamese fren =D

friendship never ends =)

31.01.06

My vietnamese fren stayed over at my place. Brought her and other frens to eat the BEST seafood. Haha. =D Went back to S`pore.

FUNNIEST THING EVER !!!!

One of my fren now becomes a policeman. So we went to meet him. He's an indonesian, dark skin, scary looks. Haha. Intro him to my vietnamese fren as well. Then got one day after we had our lunch, on our way home, I saw a policeman doing some traffic job, then I bluff my viet fren, I said "Hey, u look, that is my fren last nite!!" Guess what? My viet fren believed it!! She even WAVED at that policeman with smiling and happy face. OMIGOD!!! OMIGOD!!! I looked at that policeman's face, he looked so confused lidat. Haha. Maybe he thot this gal is crazy. I was shocked. All of us laughed till stomachache!!! SO funny can? Then I asked her why she cant recognize, she said becos last nite was so dark, my fren is dark also, so cant see his face properly. Haha.. This is very funny. Even when Im sleeping, I will laugh when I think about it. Am I bad? Hahaa.. =X

Then, my viet fren also received some hong baos. quite alot leh.. But..... she gambling with my frens, and she lose all her money. hahahaa... Kana cheated by my frens bah? LoL.

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REUNION DINNER =)

2006-01-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hahaa.. I went to colour my hair again. Err it`s only about 1 month ago since I coloured it. But the difference is, last month I did in s`pore, now is in indo. And the result is err.. indo BETTER,NICER, and of cos CHEAPER!! Oh i`m so regret doing it in s`pore, so ex can? Haiz. Done it for almost 4 hours. Haiz, I almost fallen asleep there.

After that rushing to my cousin's place for our reunion dinner. STEAMBOAT!! =D I think I have steamboat only once a year, that`s it reunion dinner. This year is quite different from usual. As usual I always have my reunion dinner at home with my family. But this year we joined with my cousins. Yeah, the merrier the bettter. =) They all were waiting for ONLY me, cos I havent done with my hair yet that time. Haha.. So paiseh with they all.

Okay, the steamboat was NICE!!! =) Ate until sooo full. Too full till I was in gastric pain. Well, info for u all, people who got gastric, if they eat too full, the gastric will come. Awhole nite I felt so unease with my stomach. A good signal for chinese new year, huh?

I will update the photos soon.. =) Took alot of pics.. Haha.. =))

what a fucking day.

2006-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

I`m in Indo now. =) But today was really a damn BAD LUCK DAY. We were 5 people going back together. On the halfway in the cab, suddenly my vietnamese fren said she forgot to bring her passport. WTF!!! Then no choice, we have to go back home. Kana scolded by the cab driver somemore. Kanasai! Dunno whats wrong with him sia.

Then, my fren ran along the corridor after she got the passport, but suddenly she fell down. And her leg was bleeding like hell. Alot of blood.. So scary can? But the rest of us kept laughing along the way. I summore said this to her, "This is your punishment by being so forgetful". Haha. Then she screamed and said "Why you so bad!!" LoL. =X But it's really funny lah.

We were almost late for the ferry. We ran ran ran to catch up the ferry. Something embarassing happened. Err I went into wrong ferry!! When I sat down, suddenly the crew came and said "eh, wrong ferry. wrong ferry". Alamakkk.. So paiseh that time. Then I ran ran ran again to the other side. SO TIREDDD!!! =(

Finally i`m at home now. My house has changed again. Mommy did house cleaning, it becomes so clean now. =) My bedroom is so neat, man!!! New bed sheet. =D

Hmm.. Is he the one? >.<

manicure =D

2006-01-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm noticed that I blog shorter and shorter entry these days. It means that my life is not as colorful as before. Nothing much special thing happened recently, yet some unhappiness did happened.

Went school as usual. Thought today will know the test result. But the lecturer said she's only done with half of the papers. And so far there are 2 people who flunk the test. OMIGOD! Is it me? Is it me? =(

Went home after school. I slept for 3 hours. And i was sleeping so tight till a bunch of noisy kids came outside of the windows. They were playing, but their voice is extremely loud and were screaming here and there. Haiz. Wanna scold them shut up, but feel i`m so bad by doing that. Hiyah, spoil my sleep mood. ( but hmm excuse me, dun think i`m bad wanna scold kids, I LOVE KIDS VERY MUCH de okay? Just feel disturbed lah. )

Oyea, this morning nothing to do, so I did myself manicure. Quite lousy skill lah. LoL. It always fun to do something "fake" on my nails. =X Cos my nails are super duper short and darn ugly. I used to bite nails. Haha. =X

Well, I MISS HIM. I MISS HIM. I MISS HIM. He just cant get away of my mind. He's doing well, it's enough for me to smile. Really. I was like more than 1 month never see him. Hope to see him soon. Going back to Indo tmr for CNY. =D cant wait... (:

My fingers are suffering obesity. Hahahaha..

I MISS YOU. <3

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K-BOX

2006-01-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Slept at 4am last nite. Chatting with my fren. And I have to wake up at 8.30. I almost cant make it during the lecture.

Went cck for K-Boxing with Mel. Sore throat now. Was singing for almost 5 hours, non-stop. Wth! But it's really fun lah. =) Went dinner with her then went home. i`m so tired now.!!

Well, maybe tomorrow i`ll get my MA test result. I think i`m gonna fail for this. Haiz, I'm soooo sad, sad, sad, sad... =(

well, this is for 2 people.. =p

shopping...

2006-01-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

Went town with Mel after school. SHOPPING!! =) i`m tired, lazy to blog and upload the pic. Finally, I found that skirt!! =D

p/s to Mel : hope your bro is alright, yea =)

hahaha...she's cute =D

2006-01-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Let me "fa xie" can? Gonna write abit more tonite. Haha. My vietnamese housemate is so cute. Thx God I have her around to make me laugh, that I can put aside all unhappiness thing. Hmm, I also dunno how to describe how cute she is. She's simply a girl that easy to tease and making fun of her. Haha. We always bully her for fun. =X She sometimes like a little child, ask me to paint her nails. =D And yeah, she is the one who I mentioned before; gave me an underwear as a gift! LoL. And got one time she ask me:

she : eh, have u wore that underwear?comfortable?

me : not yet.

she : huh, why? u not like it?

me : no lah, i just dun have the chance to wear it.

she : if u dun like it, can give back to me. (!!!!!)

me : hahaha.. ok, next time i wore it then i give back to u. LoL.

Then she will went screaming like a child. =X

She's just that 'manja'. Really! Sumtimes just cant stand of her. But sumtimes anyhow I feel she's so fun to be with. Just now, I was sweeping my room, then I went to her room ,

me : do u need me to sweep ur room?

she : err.. need! thx

me : Dream on! (then I left, she begins to scream again, saying i`m bad). =X

Okie people, I`m okie now, i mean about the test today. Going shopping after sch tmr.=D cant wait, cant wait!! =)

flunk my test T_T

2006-01-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

My heart is hurt, did badly in the test today. I dunno where my eyes & brain were that time. I simply read the questions wrongly. I'm gonna flunk my test. =`(

Just came back from geylang. Went there with my group members, do some research for our project. It was bloody hot and tiring. Luckily we didnt go for nothing. Oyea, my heart hurts again, I wasted $5 on my food. Only those people know what am i talking about.

moody sunday

2006-01-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1pm today. And I slept around 11pm last nite. Haha. He said i`m like a pig. She said so, he said too. Urgghh, actually I planned to wake up at 4pm today. (!!!!) Haha. Cos I know I won't have anything to do if I wake up early. But still, I woke up earlier than what i`ve planned.

Yay, just finished studying for my MA test tmr. err, I dunno what will I get for this test. At least give me a B, pls! =D

Oya, tomorrow going to explore Geylang (yeah, GEYLANG) LoL.. with my group members. Hopefully I can eat good food there. Hehe. =)

To people who help me speak out in my tag, thx!

To S/F : No matter who u are, pls stop doing those silly things, and if u really want to make fren, pls clarify those fucking shit with your REAL name.

who the hell is it!

2006-01-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

I`m getting annoyed by those messages in the tagboard. Tagboard becomes Warboard. I really dunno what is her intention by leaving all those tags. Yes, I know it`s a girl. And she is my classmates. Did I offend you or what? I dun think so!!! Saw zhi chao's blog also got another person who is extremely 'sibeh eng', tagged so many and there's no point for that. Maybe it's the same person who tagged mine. It's really annoying!!!

its friday!

2006-01-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

TGIF!! I`m getting bored and bored. The only thing I do after school is go home and SLEEP, EAT, WATCH TV. Valentine Day is coming soon. Haha.. another boring V Day. Never mind, I got myself things to do with my frens. I want this for this year V day.

Haagen Dazs Chocolate Fondue..

OMIGOD!! Gonna eat you up.. =X

today horoscope

2006-01-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Horoscope

The Moon is continuing supportive influence for all you oh-so-sensitive Cancerians, and should at the very least give you some faith in the truth of your feelings. This in turn should allow you the confidence to take the romantic initiative, persuading a partner that you are the one for them.

Errrrrr....??? Should I believe this? =X

HOUSE CLEANED!!!

2006-01-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Asked a philippino maid came to clean the house. My house became so clean now!!! And yea, it's a good thing. =D She was doing non-stop for 4 hours+, pitiful yea. Saw her like so tired.. =( After she went off, I & Nel continue doing on washing dishes. Alot sia.. Do until so tired now. tsk tsk.. But nvm, I just feel so happy to see a clean house. =)

Errr.. our projects are like shit man! errr.. I feel like i`m secretly admire someone leh.. LoL. ( p/s to dawn & mel : NO, IT'S NOT THE MARKETING LECTURER!!!, Hahahaa.. )

a whole day shopping..TIRED

2006-01-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

A whole day non-stop shopping!! =D *grins*

Early morning was woken up by mommy. Haiz. Went over to Jean auntie's house at kembangan. After that went town, had lunch at Sushi Tei. Ate until I can't move anymore. Shopped around paragon then accompanied mommy to chinatown, a place that I never want to go except with my mom. Haha. She bought some candies for CNY. The candies are so cute.. so colourful.. =)) But it was bloody crowded there. The weather is so HOT somemore!! *sweat sweat sweat*

Then now is my mom's turn to accompany me. Head over to Bugis. Finally..finally.. I bought that shoe! I've been longing for that since last week. Thx MOM! =D I'm gonna wear it for CNY.

I've just done my accounts homework. I just anyhow do, cos I dun even understand at all. The lecturer teaches damn fast. Hack care le lah.. I'm gonna fail this subject, oh no!! =(

Feel so tired now. Gonna sleep. ZzzZzz..

SUNNY DAY =D

2006-01-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

It was a fine sunny day, finally. =) But the lecturer hall is as bloody cold as ever. Yeah, my group problem has been solved. We've settle down with 6 indonesians in a group. 6 indonesians!!! Haha. Tell you, it's only 6 of us indo in awhole class. And we are together now! Haha.. But working with them was kinda fun. Easier to talk and nothing that we can do, beside laugh, laugh and laugh.. =D it wasn't as worse as i imagined before.

i miss those raindrops....

Badminton + Gathering

2006-01-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Went for badminton after school with some classmates. 6 people playing with only 4 rackets. We take turns playing. At the end, 1 racket was spoilt. Haha. After that went home, took bath then rushing to meet my cousin.

Tonite was cousins' gathering (plus my auntie) at plaza sing. It was really fun going out with them. Had dinner at crystal jade. I think we sat there for almost 2 hours, eating and chatting.. Went home with one of my cousins. He insisted to send me home. We live quite near, when he reached his stop, I chased him to get off. Haha. It was raining heavily just now, i feel not nice to let him send me home. Anyway, today was really great =))

PHOTO DAY!!!!

2006-01-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Went town meet my aunties, had lunch with them, then they went off to airport le. While waiting hb, I walked around, bought myself a skirt and short. After that met up with hb. Haha. Long time never see her le. Never changed, still that lame, that crazy. LoL. We walked along from far east till hereen & cine. Today we like siao, took alot of neoprints. Haha. $13 each person. Oh, my heart was hurt! =X

Cooked myself dinner. Now i`m sitting right in front of windows i can feel the wind, so cool, so freezing. =) Today was raining awhole day. It's really a nice weather. I bet I can sleep very well tonite. =)

Well, badminton session after sch tomorrow. =))

This machine is cool! The effect was great. But I put too bright. That's why!

aiyo, someone scanner very lousy leh. see e result is lidat!! =P

I LOVE TIS PIC!! SO FUNNY!!! Yes, it`s monkey. LoL

TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED!!!

2006-01-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

A doesn't want B to join. But ELYNN keeps insisting to let B be in the group. A also keeps insisting not letting B to join. At the end, A gave in to ELYNN. B is in the group. BUT now, B is leaving the group cos of an unfair reason. What a stupid ELYNN!!!!

If you ask me whether i'm angry with B? Well, i'm NOT angry, but i'm dissapointed. I'm really really dissapointed. Seriously, I'm hurt. I feel like crying last nite. But after talk to someone, I felt better. There's no point to persuade B to stay if B feels better to work with others. And it's not the friendship matter, we will continue our friendship as usual. And of cos we are still friends!! Dissapointed is temporary , as time goes by all things will go back normal.

And now, 3 indonesians in a group. My 1st thought was "sux man, how can all of us are indonesians with fucking poor english, we'll be the worst group in the class" Haha. But nvm, I felt better really. At least i'm happy with this group.

People are so realistic, aren't they? =( Don't be too kind to others while they won't definitely do so to you. Haiz .......

shopping again =D

2006-01-08T20:13:00.003+08:00

Went to church of St.Mary meet stel and her frens. Had lunch at west mall, then we went shopping around there. Bought a jacket, dress, skirt and some cosmetics stuff. And there's a big sale of Aussino. They sell super cheap bed covers. Alamak, one set of bed cover for only $9.95. SO CHEAP,can? And the color is so cute. Bought 1 set for myself. I like stel's, but it's the last piece.

Then went to fair price bought some daily necessities. It was raining heavily that time, so we went to mac and ordered something to eat, waiting the rain stopped. It's really troublesome going out in rainy day. All of my plastic bags are wet wet wet!!! and I ran out of money now!!

Well, i'm going to watch king kong later. I have the vcd. Haha.. =D

SHOPPING DAY

2006-01-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Went bugis with mel after class. Almost 1 hour long bus journey.!! and I was damn hungry that time, then still have to bear with it. Had lunch at swensens. Err the meal was not really nice. Was tricked by the pictures. -_-"

Bought afew things today. And yea bought some clothes for CNY. After a while, mel went off with her frens, and I shop alone. Kinda boring, but it's quite enjoyable too. Reached home at 7. Tired tired tired!!

Haiz, having problem with my project group. Of cos not conflict or quarrel lah. I'm so dissapointed of him. Keep saying he's being unfair to them. But by doing that, it's fair to us lah? Since we got know each other quite well, I think I need to talk to him. I just cant keep it myself. But from what I see, he seems like so determined. Hiyah, fuck lah! Dun wan to think le.. MISUNDERSTANDING!!!

It's raining again.. Oh, I love it!

fish fillets meal, not realli nice, eh? =X

i like this! good choice for presentation day =D

i'm going to wear this for CNY. Mel said I'm so sweet wearing this dress. HAHAHAAS =X BHB !!!

love at 1st sight !!

viewing condos

2006-01-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

This morning when I was going to school, I opened the door suddenly my head hit on the iron thingy on the door. That kind of iron lock. WTF!!! At that moment, I was like almost faint out. I can hear a loud knock on my head. My sight was dark. It's damn painful. Stupid lock!!!

And what I have been worrying about is really happened. My side forehead is bruised & swollen. Luckily got my hairs to cover it up, so it can't be seen clearly. I still gave mel to take a look, and wth she laughed!!! =X I'm getting blur and blur now. Yesterday I knocked my arm and it is bruised now. Haiz.

Mommy came over my place. She brought Fantastic rice burger from mac. Haha. I like it. Yay it's raining. I love rainy days. =) Went to view some condos with my agent and friends. And at the end NONE of them are suitable. All of them are too old building. And the furnitures are also very old. Even when my friend opened the cupboard, it's broken. Got one flat in holland V there, when I 1st step in, I feel so scared. It's exactly as the same as those houses in horror movie. And the price is bloody expensive somemore.

Today is Managerial Accounting. I love accounting, but this module seems to be harder. And the lecturer is quite unfriendly and kinda fierce. School is getting boring and boring. =(

It's raining again. Nice weather, nice bed, nice people sleep on it. Heh... =X

2nd day of sch

2006-01-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Class today was still that boring. Another new module; Human Resources. I just don't like this subject. The lecturer said this subject is very very hard.... hard to fail. LoL. lame lah him =X lecture hall today was bloody cold!! *stomachache*

Went town meet mommy after class. Shopped at taka, then went to my auntie's house at amk. Still remember my 1st time went to her place, I just simply fall in love with her condo. My dream house,man! The space is not really wide, nice and "new"-furnished, surrounded by big big and clean windows. I feel so fresh inside. The most important thing is I LOVE ITS SWIMMING POOL!!! So big and so blue!!! If you see the pool at nite, it's damn damn damn beautiful with the colourful lights surrounding it. omiGOD =D

It was raining that time, the weather damn nice. I fallen asleep. After that mommy walked me out to take cab.

Alamak, I'll be having a class test on this 23rd. Arrrggghhh why so fast!! Want class test also put after CNY mah.. Hiyah idert!

nice chat

2006-01-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm msn-ing with my ex-boyfriend now (hmm my kiddo 1st love ) Haha.. I'm so glad that finally I heard something from him. It's been quite a long time that we've never talk to each other. Knew that he's doing well with his current gf. So sweet!! It's just that nice to see other people settle down with their own sweet romance. Admire them so much! Hehees..

Since I got nothing to do after class, I'm considering to be a volunteer at, either nursing home or children home ; my wishes since I was young. But dunno whether I'm allowed to work here as I'm a foreign student. Well, I really need something to do to kill my time.

Good Nite people..

3rd Semester BEGINS

2006-01-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

BEGINNING OF MY 3rd SEMESTER

Well, lynn is in her school's lab. Waiting for something for me to do. I can smell freedom, yes! No more english class!!! Only attending 3 hours class each day, from 9.30am to 12.30pm. After that I AM FREE. So people, who want to ask me go out just gimme a call/sms. Haha.. Especially for these things below : shopping, movie, k-box, cooking at your place, downtown east, sentosa, playing around.

But I feel like I have nothing to do now. Should I go home and sleep? Urmm feel so boring. Should I study at library? Haha, later kana suan by being so diligent, 1st day school then start revising. So I end up at lab now. Browsing web and read others' bloggie. A quite good way for killing time.

Hmm singing class is starting today, 5pm. Haiz, that time I'm sooo looking forward to go for it. But now I feel damn sian. Dun feel like going. But I've paid $30 for that. Haha. It'll be wasted if I dun go. But... but.. haiz. I shall see later.

Class today was REALLY BORING, really. If you are my classmate, you will definitely agree with me. Haha. Principles of Marketing. Sounds quite interesting. But the lecturer is really loves to talk shit. Haha. Non-stop repeating those sentences again and again. And he looks so flirt!!! Kinda abit like pervert aka chee ko pek lidat. Haha.. Ehhh, it's not me who is bad talking about my lecturer. But just now I met one of my friend who once was taught by that lecturer. I haven't say anything yet, then he said : "eh, be careful, this lecturer is kinda pervert, likes looking at girls". SEE!!!!

I admit that he's kinda good in making people laugh with all his lame jokes while teaching. I can tolerate with his "vulgar" jokes. That's an interesting way to teach young people what! We are not kid anymore, so it's ok for me to hear those things. But the one I can't stand is, HE'S SO LOSO!!! Keep repeating certain topic. >.< Haiz, I'm getting to used of it soon. nvm.

Just now on MSN, someone told me something very dissapointing. I do believe what she said. But haiz.. why all these things would be happened !!! I think I really have to forget and give up. .......... Haiz.

I love my new life now. Freedom is all over the day. =))

Campus Superstar

2006-01-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

Just now watched debut of Campus Superstar. They looks good. Some of them sang very well, I can't believe that they're still in their fifteens / seventeens like that. Voice very "adult". That M2, sounds damn like JJ. =) Overall, I like F5 & M5. M5 cute sia..

But suddenly feel sumthing quite makes me upset. The whole show makes me miss PSS so much. And yea, I can't lie to myself, I MISS HIM, really =(

Back in Spore

2006-01-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm back. School re-opens tomorrow. Morning class somemore. Have to wake up early. Haiz. My vietnamese friend just came back from vietnam, bought me an errr.. underwear! Hahaha.. LoL.. I went like this "what's that!!!" "Gift for you", she said. Hahaha.. Siao lah her. But I take it. It's the thought that's counted. But I think I won't wear it. Haha.

Mommy came back today. But I didn't see her as I left early. But tomorrow she's coming here. =) I really dun feel like going back to school tomorrow. Haiz.

I'm dissapointed.. I've decided to give up..

NARNIA

2006-01-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

Went out with stel, roy and christian to watch

Yeah Narnia, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. It's really a great movie. As I haven't watched King Kong (quite out-dated huh?LoL), this movie is great. Kinda magical and very close cinematic. Also the snowy background is really nice. Of course I like the story and the characteristic of the actors. But my fren said King Kong is much better. Maybe I should watch King Kong? Later borrow the vcd with my fren.

After the movie, we are going to mall. Then while we are walking to the carpark, I saw some children sitting on the floor surrounding something. I try to look what are they looking at. Omigod, do u know what did I see? A packet of rice and chicken. There were like 5 children there. They are sharing one packet of rice. OMIGOD. This is utterly saddening, isn't it? They are sooo pitiful, aren't they? I know it's not surprising. But I never saw this with my own eyes. They looked so happy. And I heard one of them said this, "woah u see, it's chicken". I was stunned for a moment. So saddening.. aiyo...Suddenly feel like I am counted luckier compared to them. Haiz.. I truly agree that we MUST cherish and be grateful with everything that we have now.

School is re-opening soon. It means I've to go back. Yeps, I'm going back to s'pore tomorrow. Hope everything in 2006 would be better for me. Still, I miss mommy.